My body –
I am still learning ways not to destroy you
You are the vessel that carries me to the end
When you are gone, so am I
I decorate you to forget I once set fire to you so I could feel the warmth in my bones again
Because it was so cold
J.D.B. –
Love letters signed by you still litter my floor
All tear stained with the memories I try to block out
You were my worst mistake
I hope she tastes sweeter
A.M. –
I am sure I was your worst mistake
I want to plant forgiveness in your heart
But I know it won’t change your mind
J.S. –
When I imagine my wedding, you are standing there at the end of the aisle
Come home soon
My skin –
Your need to be red all the goddamn time gave people lots to pick apart
I tried to hide your imperfections with no avail
Deciding to be proud of you was my greatest achievement
Collisions of people are mapped out on you
Generations of triumph and hardship are written out on you
I am so sorry I ripped you apart for so long
Life –
I regretted being brought into you for years
You made me feel your weight too early
But you handed me laughter when I needed it
I am forever grateful for your gift
Even on the days I want to retreat into the darkness