My heart recognized yours before I knew it was you
Before I knew how I would love you until there was nothing left of me but the whispers of my name in the wind
Happiness manifests itself brighter now that you’re here next to me
I no longer felt as if I were wasting someone’s time by loving them
Giving more than I would ever recieve
I no longer feel like I’m running out of time with someone
Feverishly trying to memorize the way your smile forms, mapping freckles on your back
Sitting on the couch healing cracks said never to heal, going over memories I had long buried hoping they would disintegrate into me forgetting
Working through pain of years long gone, auctioned off to people who could put them to better use than I could
I had nearly given up, but your hands are patient and your heart is welcoming
Healing every part of mine broken by a man whose name can’t escape my lungs anymore
And I give you everything I can in return
All the misplaced love for people undeserving I now gift to you, every moment I can give back to you with laughter shared
You make me want to live my best life with you by my side
The first time I got butterflies in years was sitting next to you on a humid late summer’s night giggling at stupid comments
Both too nervous to actually making the first move
For the first time in a long time I’m treated not as an accessory but as an equal by a man who sees that you have as much to offer the world as he does
And boy does he see galaxies in your eyes
And you hope this time leaving won’t shatter your heart like the last one did
Because working for over a week straight is only pretty in the numbers on your paycheck
A telltale sign of heartbreak is a suppressed appetite ant let me tell you how destructive that is when you’re already working 10 hours a day because you can’t bear thinking about his eyes when he laughed so you will do anything to keep your mind wandering back to him
You hope this won’t be another story you choke out when your future kids ask
You see a side of him he is too reserved to bring out until you’re by his side
Our laughter dances together under the stars in the moonlight
His hands feel like you’ve known them in a different time and place before here and now
We giggle together like children as our smiles answer inside jokes
I know it will hurt if you leave
I know my heart will be ripped out of my chest only to be pieced back together again
But I damn well hope I won’t have to do that again
So not all these pieces were done in the extracurricular art class I’m a part of. Although I did promise yesterday that I would post some more art, preferably from that class. Here’s a piece I did in the class earlier this year.
Here’s a piece I did on my own, I was told it looks like a nucleus or something of that nature.
This piece was done in that class when I was in middle school, I can’t exactly pinpoint the year.
This piece I did on my own the other night when I did a boatload of artwork for the hell of it.
This is the piece I think looks the best of the ones I did the other night for the hell of it. Again this was on my own, not in the class.
I didn’t have more pictures from the class because I couldn’t find many pieces laying around. I hope you like at least one of these pieces.